I’m Cool
Y'all: Is you cool!?
Me: Yes 😭 I promise!
Ngl, I needed a moment to rethink some things and pull this blog back in the direction I intended for it to go. Also….life!
Ok so let’s catch up….
Earlier this year (soon after dropping this blog) I was in a funk. And I'm talking funkyyyyy. Not quite depression..or maybe it was and i’m not ready to admit it. Idk but your girl wasn’t in the room with us. I feel better now. I’m back carrying my cross daily, I'm tending to my needs as a woman and as a creative. I’m back physically active, I'm prioritizing friends, family, travel, all the things that bring me joy.
Speaking of travel….
Since the last time we talked I’ve been to Cartagena, Columbia and London, England and I never wanted to leave either. Especially London. I’m hoping one of my friends decides to move there so I can have longer stays. London is definitely one of those places where you need to be there for like a month to actually experience everything.
Ok so life…
Though my mental health is better, I'm in a transitional period in my life and it’s so uncomfortable but needed. I’m painfully grieving leaving what I know to have what God has in store which is better. But also trying to fight off the enemy who is trying to get me to stay where I am. Anywho, to make a long story short y’all I absolutely loath having a job. It’s just never been for me. I’ve either gotten fired from the few jobs I’ve worked or just left but mostly gotten fired lol. I’ve always known that I was meant for entrepreneurship but we know it’s not for the faint hearted and girl the heart has been FAINT. But I'm now in a space where I am turning 30 in a month and I no longer have time for the “what ifs” I just have to do it and go all in. If it doesn't work out I will have peace with knowing I tried my hardest. With that being said, something beautiful is coming within the next six months. Don’t worry though, I’m taking you all with me every step of the way. You all will be with me from the design process, finding manufactures, website design etc…You all will see my baby grow from nothing all the way up to its launch date and I couldn't ask for a better support group. To be honest, I need community now more than ever.
So enough about that, I will be including more details on my YouTube channel, so subscribe for now and look out for my first video this week. (yes I know I’ve said this before but this is a new me so hush and be supportive)
Well that’s pretty much it. I’m playing catch up on my blogs so also look forward to more posts throughout the week.
God loves you, I love you. Later!
